Healing Generational Trauma with Emunah Love

In this Episode

• [03:14]Emunah Love agrees with the interconnectedness of faith and trust, emphasizing the importance of both in navigating life.
• [09:46]Emunah discusses her abilities to channel high beings and see and feel energies, describing it as a partnership with higher beings for the evolution of souls.
• [18:38]Emunah emphasizes the importance of being open and surrendered to listening in sacred spaces, and how it helps in clearing veils and connecting to higher truths.
• [22:47]Emunah shares her practices of surrounding herself with beauty and positive energy, and how it helps in maintaining her spiritual integrity.
• [31:27]Emunah highlights the importance of being present and attentive to one’s intentions, and how it helps in maintaining a high vibration and creating positive experiences.
• [35:03]Emunah explains the concept of soul contracts and how her experiences were part of her soul’s journey to clear and heal imprints.
• [45:28]Emunah elucidates the concept of ascension and how it relates to the current spiritual awakening and the role of volunteers in creating a new earth.

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Emunah, thank you for joining us today. Thank you for being on the podcast.

Thank you. I’m so excited and surrendered to what’s going to happen here today. Thank you for having me and feeling called to invite me.

Thank you. First of all, I’d love to know how you came to have the name Emunah, which is beautiful. I don’t know of anyone else who’s got that name. I know it means faith in Hebrew. One of my favorite books is the Garden of Emuna by Rabbi Shalom Arush. It’s just this incredibly powerful spiritual book that I think everybody should read, and not just for Jewish people, but for everyone. I’m curious, what’s your story around your name?

Thank you for asking. It’s a really powerful story. My birth name was Marsha Milinovitz. I grew up as Marsha. I always felt like I was not Marsha. That’s not my name. All through my life, I’ve had the burning question, “Who am I? Who am I? What is this? Who am I?” I would look in the mirror like, “Nope, it’s not Marsha. That is not it.” I had this amazing, miraculous experience. I am born Jewish and raised reformed Jewish, so not too religious, but always very drawn spiritually. I was praying one time to go on a trip to a trip somewhere else, a spiritual journey. All of a sudden, I got an invitation to my house from a temple I’ve never been to to go on a birthright trip to Israel. It felt very aligned and very called. I said, “Yes, I’ll go on this birthright trip. How amazing.”

As I decided to go and was traveling, I prayed sincerely to receive my Hebrew name, my name. “Who am I? What is my name?” I really, truly would love to get my Hebrew name in Israel, which was my prayer to the divine. I was walking in Israel when I met a woman who told me her name was Emunah, and my whole body lit up like a string of firecrackers.

I said, “Whoa, that’s it. I felt it.” It’s one of those times where you just know. I said, “What does that mean?” She goes, “Faith, like trust, faith.” I’m like, “Wow. I knew it was my name.” The fact that everything that got me to that point to meet her was all based on faith, trust, and how I had lived my life. Kind of a superpower that I have. I have more faith and trust than most people do, and can hold space for that.

But I came back, and I was with all of these Orthodox, beautiful religious girls, and I’m like, “My God, I just got my name.” They’re like, “You have to get permission and all of this.” But it was one of those feelings in my soul. Like I’ve never even had a feeling like that as deep as just like, No, that is who I am.” I came back, and months later, I was at another spiritual workshop, a whole new place, didn’t know anyone there. There was a woman who channeled, and she came through, and she said, “Where’s Emunah? I have a message for Emunah.” I literally scanned the room, and no one looked, and I go, “It’s me.” 

It was direct to me. I’ve since had so many confirmations over the years that’s my name. Emunah, even the sound of it, Emunah, at the end is the feminine sound of God, the feminine way, the garden of Emunah. All of that resonates so deeply, it’s like this garden of love, this garden of faith that we can rest in, and we can return to the garden of Eden that really is within us. Such a part of my own journey to become and remember myself as Emunah and follow that faith and live as Emunah.

That’s beautiful, thank you for sharing. I’m curious, a related question to this: what is the difference between faith and trust? You mentioned both of those. Emunah is faith, as you say, and bitachon is Hebrew for trust, or trust in God. I’m curious what the differences are in your mind.

In my mind, I see them very connected in the essence of me as Emunah. It’s like a combination. Like faith is that part of us, that curious, open-hearted part that’s like knowing the universe is on my side, and I could leap into this life and have faith. Like faith that it’s for me, this is happening for me. Trust is what helps me have faith. It’s that conviction and that integrity that are in alignment. It’s coming from a true place. It’s real. It’s, “Yeah, it’s a powerful question.” But for me, I’m really feeling the interlinkingness of them both, which is what makes this type of faith, this type of Emunahs, so powerful, rich, true, and deep.

Here’s my thought about it. I don’t know if this resonates, but let’s see. Faith to me is not just belief in God, belief in your higher power, but a belief and a knowing that everything God does is for the best, for your highest good, for the good of all. That’s without exception. If I’m on the edge of a cliff and I slip and I fall down, then that was meant to be. That was for my soul’s refinement, for my highest good, ultimately. 

The tohon or trust is like you’re on the edge of the cliff, and it’s like miraculously these stones come flying up to form a bridge for you to walk across. Knowing that that’s meant to happen, and therefore it does. To me, that’s kind of like the embodiment of trust, and that it’s, you miraculous means will happen beyond a doubt, kind of open miracles.

I love that. I agree with that. I think I still feel that they go hand in hand because if the bridge comes up, I was meant to live, and I’ll trust that, “Wow, I was saved. It wasn’t my time to die. But if the bridge doesn’t come up, can I know that that was my moment to return to source?” If we can have both, it kind of feels to me like a right hand and a left hand. Like, “Yeah, want both of them, I feel for myself to navigate through this life.”

Let’s talk about your hero’s journey, how you ended up channeling or having these gifts of abilities that are extraordinary, extrasensory gifts. Some would say like paranormal. What is the path to having those kinds of abilities that you have now? How did you get there?

It’s a long journey, I just turned 50, and I would say that my full ownership of my abilities really hasn’t been the last 10 years and even still, I can still feel the parts of me when you say that, like it’s so true. I channel I connect to high beings. I can channel source. I could see and feel that I have a deep connection, and because of that, Emunah and the love to source and, through that, to. Many connections with higher beings that are here to help us ascend at this time. It all sounds so crazy. 

To the girl who grew up, Marsha, that is like, “Completely, you must be crazy.” Like, “I would never think that I would be doing anything like this right now.” Basically, I grew up, and had trauma and pain and suffering, which is part of coming into this earth plane. My dad died when I was eight years old. He was killed, actually, by the police department. My mom was emotionally unavailable. I think all of those conditions really had me go deep within myself and into spirit, and rely not on the outside world but on something inner that was developing.  

I can see that looking back now, but that was a hard journey to navigate. To really feel like everyone in the world, even the police, was unsafe. It was an unsafe world. How am I going to navigate this place from there? Through my faith, I was drawn to different teachers and classes over the years. I was drawn to healing, to clairvoyant classes. I just, those all came to me very easily. As I would see, I would know I was always the friend people would call because I have deep empathy, but it’s this ability to be present with people and to trust the deepest part of it: my trust in the unknown. 

Every time I go and do a session, a channeling, all of it, it’s the deepest trust that the highest loving energy is going to come through and serve. It’s like a partnership with that for the evolution of everyone I get to meet, the souls that I get to work with. It feels like such a calling. But it was forged through fire and through pain and through doubt. I did lots of other acceptable careers leading up to that. I went to school to be a teacher, and I’m a teacher. 

I’m an educator at heart, and I’m grateful for that training, but I tried to fit into society’s box. I was a teacher, but the system, the energy would just burn me out because I’m here to bring forward energy that’s of the next evolution. But you have to go into those old systems, and they can be heavy and dense. That was tough. But it’s like I have to go, and you have to experience it for yourself. I taught for five years, and then I left.

We all have just as many experiences in life as I did that keep us focused there, and we miss all the light, the love, and the support.

I was drawn into personal development work and into working for companies that took us around the world, to spiritual sites in Peru, Ireland, and England. We did these beautiful workshops on enlightenment, masculine and feminine energy, and communication, as well as illumination intensives focused on waking up to God. My path as an educator took me into these spiritual realms, where I got to walk on sacred lands and remember and open them, but this is an over-30-year process we’re talking about. 

Finally, I was introduced to this energy healing after a trip to Bali, which was a very sacred opening for me as well and marked the reset of the energy transfer. During the reset, higher beings are coming to assist, clearing the energy, the density, and the fields back to the source. Because they’re multidimensional, they’re able to access all the parts of us we can’t really sense from our limited perspective. I had this energy transfer reset, and it just awakened my connection to these beings to the source. 

I felt it and saw it, and everyone who was experiencing it through me was like, “Whoa, we feel this energy. This is real. This is true. We’re clearing.” It was through the proof of that, through the trust of that, through all of it, that I began to trust it more. It really is a surrender and an allowance, and now I know it’s why I’m here. To be that bridge, to help people feel that, to feel that connection in an embodied, real way. In a loving way. In a safe way, it’s safe to feel the loving energy that’s around us. But we all have just as many experiences in life as I did that keep us focused there, and we miss all the light, the love, and the support. As we clear the density, we return to that connection. That’s my favorite thing to witness: people are returning to that connection.

Speaking of the support, there are countless angels around us. I’m curious, are you able to see them? Are you able to hear them? How do you interact with these higher energies?

It’s really more of a feeling and a service. Like I wouldn’t say, “I don’t just walk around, I’m grateful, like an open channel feeling, and just getting messages for people.” But when I intend and when I am in a sacred space, I pray, and then it opens up. It’s also about praying and connecting with the right source, because there are countless beings at all levels, frequencies, energies, and darkness. It’s very important to be in that integrity, that inner truth and in that inner place to call in the highest. 

When I do, it sometimes comes through; it’s not always visual. Sometimes I’ll see images in my mind’s eye. I’ll hear things. I’ll just start speaking things. It’s all different sensory. It’s not just one way, but it’s really that surrendered listening place of allowing and being willing to look crazy. I’ve done so many sessions now and so many healings, and every single one I go into with total trust in what’s going to happen. It happens, and it’s beautiful and perfect for each person. Each one of those builds a relationship with all the beings. There are angels. There are angels, there are archangels.

There are star beings, like celestial star beings, the Arcturians, the Andromedans, the Syrians. There’s God, prime creator, source. There are elemental beings. There’s the energy. There’s Mother Nature. Like the universe is alive with love, energy, and beings of love. We’re getting more and more opportunities to see this. The veils are lifting, so we can feel it, embody it, and walk upon the earth, knowing that, so we can create that Eden on earth. 

But we were right. We’re having to see that that’s not crazy. Even like this, it takes courage to step out and be the light that we are, but you come to a place, and I think this is the place I’m getting to, having just turned 50, where I am who I am, and this is who I am, and I’m at peace with being her. It’s a great honor, and how can I surrender even deeper to what wants to move through me as I am?

There’s a definition that I think is really apropos for this moment to share with you, and that’s the definition of apocalypse, which means the thinning of the veil. It doesn’t mean the end of the world. It means the thinning of the veil.

I love that. Thank you. That’s really resonating.

I’m curious if you have experience with Clairaliance or clair-alliance. I don’t know exactly how to pronounce it, but it means clear-smelling. Do you get any smells that come in that are like otherworldly or not, like you smell a rose or whatever, and there’s no flowers anywhere to be seen, stuff like that?

That does happen sometimes. I love smell; essential oils have definitely been one of the beautiful ways I have awakened. I would definitely add that when you smell these scents, it goes to a part of the brain that activates all these different centers and our memories, and so many things. For me, it’s the smell. It’s very much connected to lands and sacred sites, and walking upon these places and then you smell the tree, or you there’s this beautiful, the laurels. I just got back from a sacred pilgrimage to France, the south of France. It’s one of my favorite, favorite places to go in the world. This is my fourth time going and bringing a group of people there.

One of the beautiful memories, one of the beautiful stories, is of the Cathars, who walked the way of love. They lived in this region in southern France, in the Pyrenees Mountains. The energy there when you go through, I could, you’re crunching on these autumn leaves, and you’re smelling this air, and there’s purple lights like that you can see when you photograph. There’s just so much magic. It is, it’s tangible. I could feel it. I can sense it. Could smell it. It’s embodying, and it is right. 

Why do we have these senses? What are all of these senses that help us see, taste and experience this world? Can we be open with that curiosity, the faith to go into the pathway, open, but trusting it? When I’m like that, then it’s like the world can open to me a little bit more, and I can smell and taste and feel deeply. It’s beautiful, but I do want to tell this legend. At this place in France, in 1721, the beautiful people there were preaching about love, and the Catholic Church came in, and it was okay. People were praying in forests.

We’re a soul that came in with this packet of information. As we go to these lands, as we smell these smells, as we sit in spaces of sacredness, with people who have faith, we clear the veils.

The church wanted to tax and control everything at that time. The Cathars, these people, the way that practice the way of love, they were coming and they were going to get all of them were going to get killed and murdered. Many were slaughtered. There’s this beautiful mountain, Mount Siggur. On this mountain, many of them went to be and to die. They were willingly going to die instead of being killed, and so they all, 700 of them, walked into the fire and just went in full faith. In full trust that they were done and they were free. 

As the last Qatar was burning, this one gentleman, Guillaume Boutard, rang out, and he said, “In 700 years, when the laurels turn green, we shall return.” 700 years ago was 2021. Just 2021 here. At that time in France, there were laurel trees. There was this infestation of these butterflies that came in, and all of a sudden, all the laurel trees turned brown, and everyone was sick, and people were like, “Well, this is weird. This is not the prophecy. What’s going on? What’s happening here?” But then in 2021, they turned green again. The reason I say I have this essential oil that’s laurel comes from the laurel nobilis. When I breathe it in, it’s just like the fulfillment of so much. It’s the remembering of so much. A lot of this is opening our senses, opening our pineal gland, opening our DNA, opening all that’s already within us. 

We’re a soul that came in with this packet of information. As we go to these lands, as we smell these smells, as we sit in spaces of sacredness, with people who have faith, and we clear the veils. I love that. We clear the apocalypse. We let the veils thin. We let that die, the illusion die, so that the truth can be born and live through us. That is what we’re here for. It’s walking that path of love, walking that path of faith.

We have returned and I smell is one way but it’s really all the senses and it’s being open and surrendered to listening so it’s not something I can do if I’m distracted or I’m scrolling social media or there’s loud noises right it’s like sacred spaces of connection and that’s all part of it right integrity a safe sacred space the intention the purity then we can hold that container to open. It’s the masculine and the feminine.

Speaking of that, the purity and being a vessel for the divine messages and guidance to come in. There’s a concept in Judaism, it’s in Hebrew. It’s basically the eyes are your windows to your soul, and you want to protect them, you want to guard them. Shmirat Einayim is the Hebrew term that means “Guarding the eyes.” You don’t go onto inappropriate websites. Let’s just put it that way.  

As the veils are thinning, the negative programming and the negative frequencies are coming in and blasting us very strongly, but we get to operate and have discernment.

You don’t even watch violent movies and TV shows because they lower your vibration, they’re impure vessels, and it’s hard to receive messages from the divine then. Then you get fooled, misled, or just won’t get any connection at all. It’ll be like static or noise. That was a really big difference maker for me, being very careful about my eyes and where I look. Just because we are inundated with advertisements and things, it’s everywhere on billboards, on the sides of buses, it’s everywhere. It’s hard to do, but not impossible, and it makes a huge difference.

Totally agree. I think it’s one of the most important things we’re being taught to master in this realm: our spiritual discernment. We have a choice. It’s not easy because, as you say, “All these messages are coming to us from every direction.” If you turn on the TV, watch a movie, or listen to anything, you have to choose to listen to podcasts and similar content. Things that are gonna uplift me, put myself in front of beauty, like seeing the beauty of a sunset, seeing the beauty of the ocean. This is what we want to put that kind of input into our being, so we feel it more. 

But again, it takes discipline, which I like to call blisscipline, because it’s that in doing those things, that’s how you can open to the bliss. It gets harder and harder, and it’s getting more difficult in this world because we’re closer and closer to the apocalypse, as you say, “As the veils are thinning and thinning. The negative programming and the negative frequencies are coming in and blasting us very strongly, but we get to operate and have discernment.” The human species has the fact that we have choice and free will in where we put our attention.

Some will say you don’t have free will, but you do have a choice of where to put your attention. My presence is one of the most powerful tools that I have, and I am my presence, my presence, my attention. ‘Where am I putting it? Am I putting it on things I don’t believe in, filling myself up like we’re sponges?’ These energy centers, these auras, we’re sponges, and the more sensitive you are. The fact that I could feel information means I’m also very sensitive to everything. I can go to the grocery store, leave, and feel totally exhausted because there are all these people in pain, and my aura can soothe them, bring light there. But I have to consciously clear that. I have to consciously release that. I have to consciously keep that space clean.

That’s part of my spiritual integrity. As you said, “If I don’t keep my space clean, what happens is that the higher beings can’t work with me because they can only work in a clean space.” I like to always say cleanliness is next to godliness. That’s true in our physical space, as well as in our inner space. Keeping it clean, keeping it discerned, being aware. “What am I thinking? What am I saying?” The other day, I was casually speaking to my husband. We were driving on the freeway, and I mentioned a SIG alert: the police come, shut down the freeway, and you’re stuck in it. 

I’m not a victim of life. I am a creator of this life. I have to take the wheel, take responsibility, and drive, not just get taken over by people wanting to hijack my car.

I don’t know why that came to mind, but it did. I brought it up to him, and I said, “When were you ever stuck in one of those?” We talked about it. The next day, I was stuck in one of those, and I was like, “Whoa, got it.” As I entertained that thought, and we’re at such a time and place when you’re clear that our thoughts become, our feelings become. We are co-creating this. I’m not a victim of life. I am a creator of this life. I have to take the wheel, take responsibility, and drive. Not just get taken over by people wanting to hijack my car.

They say that the outer world is a reflection of your inner world. You, so you’re projecting the entire universe outward. In the Bible, I forget where exactly it says this, “But the whole world was made for you. The rest of it is so that you can serve God. If the whole world is made for you,” I think that there are multiple universes, and this particular universe is yours. You’re the pilot, you’re the observer. There are other parallel ones that each of us, as other souls, is piloting as well. If you put energy into attention into sig alerts or into the other shoe dropping in some fashion, then lo and behold, there it shows up, or you decide you’re going to start wearing a bulletproof vest, the universe provides you with opportunities to use it.

Totally totally and it in the same way on the other side like I when I go see my family I have three beautiful nephews and I want to just fill them with love and when I get to see them I want to have the most joyous loving time when I’m driving to see them, I’m spending my time Surrounding us in love seeing us laughing smiling just filling up with love and it never fails I have the most amazing beautiful love filled time. 

It’s incredible what we can create when we use what is ours to I love this to navigate this universe like and and we’re so this is the one plane that we came here to on earth to learn this to master this to play that game and to win at it, know when what’s winning but we that’s even part of the game is getting clear on what is actually winning the game is it what the earth tells you. These material things? Or is it this spiritual faith and truth and trust and love and connection and remembering and seeing, “Whoa, I can create love. I can create beauty. I am creating it.”

People talk about time and attention, and I like that. As you were discussing that, it totally resonated with me. I prefer intention over time. What you described about imagining your family members having a really wonderful time with you and everything is the intention part. You show up at, let’s say, a family reunion with a powerful intention, and it will be a better reunion than if you just showed up with curiosity to see what happens, which is totally fine too, but the more powerful the intention, the more powerful the experience. If time is an illusion, then let’s not talk about time and attention. Let’s talk about intention and attention.

Our intention is powerful. We get to create anything we want.

I love that. I can feel the power of it. The power of us really claiming that our intention is that powerful. We are creators. We get to create. We get to create anything we want. That’s the thing. There’s no kind of like, and there’s not a lot of good models out there. We’re able to be imprinted with all of this, but that’s where it’s like, “Go within, go within, listen and feel, and then come back and create intentionally.” Even I won’t travel without intentionally knowing that my flight is going to be amazing. I’m going to sit next to the most incredible people. I’m going to have beautiful conversations. 

I’m going to feel rested. I see all the flights that connect to Angels. I’m blessing every passenger in there. I know my luggage will arrive safely with me. I’m going to feel amazing. I’m intending all of this before I go because I have the power to do that. It works amazingly, and I have an amazing time. If I don’t do that or if I go into my mind, my husband or someone else I’m traveling with might start.

“God, we’re going to have a delay there.” I’m just like, “Stop them right away. No, thank you. Cancel, delete.” This is what’s going to happen. It’s also like, “Who’s got the more powerful energy in the space?” That’s what it is to be a spiritual leader. It may not be that I have the microphone and I’m going out down the street and preaching to everyone. But if I have the stronger intention in any space that I enter, my energy is going to help lift everyone else up.

That’s the responsibility I have as a conscious creator: walking in the world as love and holding everything to that, so that other people start to get lifted, find that inner integrity, and use their presence. Intention, you said, and attention. That feels very masculine and feminine, which is what we both have. Conscious creators, the intention of it is the masculine. That is an important piece. That intention creates the container. The attention is allowing ourselves to feel it, to be present to it, not somewhere else, not thinking about it. I set the intention to be with my nephews and to have fun with them. When I go there, my attention is with them; I’m present. We can feel the beauty of what the intention created together.

The responsibility I have as a conscious creator is to walk in the world as love and hold everything to that, so that other people start to get lifted, find that inner integrity, and use their presence.

I want to go back to something you briefly mentioned earlier in this episode. You’ve got such an uplifting, positive mindset about life, how the universe works, and so forth. How do you reconcile or make peace with or just accept and allow what happened to your father, because it must have been quite traumatic to have him killed by the police, and I don’t know if that still affects the way you see the police or if you’ve made peace with that or could you, maybe elaborate on that?

It’s been a long journey. I have made peace with the police. But there are still little twinges because I still see where they’re out of integrity, or they do things that I don’t like. I also feel their humanness, their journey, what a difficult job they have, and all the energy around it. But I think that I just, whatever these seeds of Emunah and love that were planted within me, there’s always been a part of me that has, even despite all the heaviness and all the pain and all the shadow, there’s been a part that never gave up, that Emunah, that knew there was more, that knew there was something better. It’s like that part of me that has been to heaven, that knows source, that knows love, that knew and kept having the faith to carry on and to find that. I saw my mom be negative and collapse, and I just didn’t want that. I’ve always sought out healing and transformation. 

I’ve been a student of healing and personal growth since I can remember. I’ve always followed that nudge, whether it was to the yoga studio, to this master Kim, who was a brilliant guide in my life for so many years or to this church with Robert Prechter, or I took the trip to Israel. I always had the thing and the faith to follow that next golden thread.

As it was weaving, right, and after 50 years now, I can see, “Wow, what a weaving and what an unraveling and in that healing journey,” knowing I now know from the aperture of my soul that I’ve arrived at now that I came into this body to experience those imprints, to experience that pain and to be the one who can transmute it and shift it and forgive it and see it from a whole different lens. That’s actually the whole reason for my existence. ‘Can I forgive it? Can I love it? Can I?’ 

When we do, it alchemizes. It doesn’t have power anymore. It’s literally been a journey that I’ve walked through myself, many fires of healing from so many layers of trauma. You can imagine with my mom, with my father, all of it. It would affect my personal relationships because if you have a relationship with your mother or your father that is unhealed or there’s trauma, you can bet you’re going to work that out in your personal relationships. I had all of that, but each one, because at the center of it all, I had this, I had faith that there was more. I knew there had to be more to love. I knew there had to be more to relationships. I knew there was more. 

Whatever that part of me is, I’m so grateful for that part of me that found that inner place to choose and to follow those nudges, because I didn’t have anyone guiding me. It wasn’t like someone said, “Let me help you. It was all an inner mastery and an inner healing and lots of forgiveness.” I’ve come to major forgiveness with my mother. She used to trigger the heck out of me.

I’ve always wanted her not to be in pain. But I’ve had to come to the place of allowing her to be who she is and having trust and faith in her journey, and that it’s not my job to have everyone think like me or feel like me, but I’m going to authentically do that and see, and then they may be inspired too. But it’s been a big journey. That’s why I’m also passionate about the healing work I get to do with people: I’ve lived through all of that. I understand it. I can help people go to those places and transmute those imprints and transmute those energies.

It is about transmuting them and alchemizing them into love, and receiving forgiveness and healing. That’s actually how we are shifting the planet’s consciousness and its sacred, holy work.

It is about transmuting them and alchemizing them into love, and receiving forgiveness and healing. That’s actually how we are shifting the planet’s consciousness and its sacred, holy work. I can now see, from the lens I’m in, that my soul came to do that work. I can be proud of her for what she did, how she went through, how she shifted, and how she kept choosing, intending, becoming, and then for being able to embody and have the forgiveness and the gratitude. Like my mom and my dad are truly my greatest teachers, not in the way I ever would have imagined, perceived or thought, this is how I want to be raised on earth with these loving, doting parents. But because they weren’t able to, I found that love in God in the source, in mother, father, creator. I know that so deeply in my soul. That was the perfect journey for me.

Do you think your soul knew what it was getting itself into? That may be a soul contract you entered into with your dad?

I do. Feel like my dad, my mom absolutely. It was meant, it was destiny. It was gonna happen. It was the path that we chose to incarnate. I’ve had such freedom in that, too. I could connect with my dad in such a different way, and with so many things in life, because I do feel like there was a call, and I feel this so strongly whenever I hear it. The earth is gonna ascend, and it’s gonna ascend at this time that we’re in now. Who’s gonna volunteer to go? I was definitely like, “I’m all in, like I am all in.” It’s like, “Okay.” As you say, “Okay, I’m all in, you get loaded up with, here’s what you’re gonna clear, okay? You’re gonna clear this energy, and you’re gonna clear this stuff around love because you’re here to really anchor love, but you have to first go through and clear all these things that are not love.” I was like, “All right, sounds great.” 

Then we choose. The vessel that I was to come through, the imprints that I was to have. But I also, my soul also had all of the teachers that would be there for me, the healers that would be there, the path of awakening and remembering. The divine timing of it all. Something that is so powerful. One of the deepest threads in my life that led me to heal was my desire for a really sacred, true, romantic, beautiful love. I knew there was more love than what I had seen or received from my parents.

Imprints can come from our ancestors; they can come from all the unhealed things.

I always saw it. That was the carrot that kept me going, healing, becoming better, more whole, and clearer. It wasn’t until I turned 40 that I met my now-husband. You can imagine I had that desire in my early 20s, and I didn’t meet him until my 40s. That was a lot of years of pain and learning and trials and error and whew. We got married on 2-22-22. It’s just like I knew then that that was the exact moment that we were supposed to get married. It felt like there was a divine order and timing to my story that was so beautiful. 

If I could have gone back and told that little younger version of me, “Hold on, trust, it’s all part of the plan. You’re doing great. You’re clearing so much.” I had to do the work to heal and to clear to become the vessel that could have the kind of love that I was here to hold. I did. It’s just those things like that that have me know there is a divine order and a divine timing. The more I can surrender to that and allow it, the more I can enjoy the journey.

I was inspired when you shared the date of your wedding to look up the Google 2222 angel number. Here’s what the Google AI overview is on that. The number 2222 is interpreted as a message of balance, harmony and spiritual alignment, suggesting that you are on the right path and supported by universal energies. It is often seen as a sign to maintain faith and continue working towards your goals, as it can appear during times of significant personal and spiritual growth. This angel number can signify encouragement for your love life, career, financial situation, and overall spiritual journey.

Gorgeous. I love that. That’s perfect. It’s funny because I’ve heard different versions of it. But that one’s ringing really true today and the perfect timing of it for me It was always the masculine and feminine right is it’s to masculine feminine It’s a two and then another masculine feminine is a two and that creates and I teach people I have had a program called whole mate alchemy because it’s about getting whole within, includes being in balance with my masculine feminine in connection to all of my power with my heart open, my whole being open. 

Then I can create and co-create with my counterpart. Who’s also a whole being. It’s that old paradigm of I’m broken, or you complete me. It’s a sovereign way of loving and being from our wholeness and a sacred journey, and a sacred calling. That’s what it always meant to me. But I love that, the balance. I see 222 always everywhere. All the signs, all the ways the universe affirms and speaks to us and winks at us and lets us know we’re on the path.

When we can be present, and we can do the actual work of putting our intention and our attention on these things with love, they feel seen, they feel heard, they get processed, and you liberate not only yourself but the lineage you came to liberate.

Now, you mentioned something just in passing a little while ago: imprints. Now, that is something that maybe our listeners are not familiar with: cellular imprints or some sort of program essentially passed down through your genes or your ancestors. Could you elaborate on imprints and rewriting those imprints, and how that’s done?

I would say, if we want to go with my version of the story, that we volunteer to be here at this time and in our suitcase, we said, “I will take on. Maybe for me,” I said, “I’m going to take on the imprint, the programming, the pain, the wound that is in the earth plane of feeling unloved, unlovable.” Abandoned. That was a big one for me. My parents are going to abandon me because my dad left. Men are always going to abandon me. Imprints can come from our ancestors. They can come from all the unhealed things. I came through the lineage of my mom and my dad. In choosing them, I was choosing their, all the energy there that they were Jewish. 

That gave me a whole other set of imprints, energies, programings, and information going into my DNA that’s going to imprint and going to be a part of what I experience while I’m on the earth plane It’s kind of like the information goes in and then that’s what I’m gonna live out the script of my life and it’s in our DNA but it’s also in our DNA to heal them and clear them and release them if we choose and if we have willingness and this understanding and so the imprints can come from Your own like just being born and any trauma you had in this life through birth through now. Past relationships. That’s one set of imprints. 

There’s another set from any past lives you’ve had. What you’ve carried as a soul that you said, “Okay, I’m going to come to earth, and now I’m going to work on all this stuff that I didn’t get finished and clear in this other life.” That could be another set of imprints. I can have the imprints from my ancestors, what they didn’t work out. I can have the collective society imprints while I’m coming to earth at this time. I was born in Los Angeles, California, into this body. I’m a woman. I get the imprints of being a woman. I get the imprints of having red hair. I get the imprints of all where I live. 

There are all different energies. We talked about all the energies that are informing us. That’s all of that. It’s a lot. When we could become conscious, and this is what the energy transfer reset showed me, and this way of working with the beings is that we can go in, and we can be with those imprints in the sense of I can go back in a safe, easy, beautiful container and clear the energy, the trauma of those imprints. Once they’re seen, cleared, and transmuted, they’re gone. I came to do that, but most of us don’t know that. We’re carrying all of this stuff, and we don’t know why we’re triggered by this thing or this person is so irritating.

It is time to walk that way of love again, remember who we are, shift, and really be free from these imprints that have caused us to feel separate, disconnected, and in fear. The more we clear those, the less magnetized we are to them on the outside.

When we can be present and we can do the actual work of putting our intention and our attention on these things with love, they feel seen, they feel heard, they get processed and you liberate not only yourself but the lineage you came to liberate through choosing the DNA that you have and being who you are, the perfect snowflake that is made just like you with the perfect set of trials and tribulations and the perfect set of awakenings that will come. The more open I am, the more willing I am, the faster we can clear these.  We’re living in a time where if we’re ready, if we’re willing, there are so many powerful beings of love and light that are conspiring for our freedom and our liberation that I’m witnessing my clients shift so huge in one session, just free and lifted from energies that have been, it’s like a chain holding you back and you feel it, but you don’t know what it is. 

It’s because these energies, these imprints, are in us. I’m a definite testimony of that. I’ve had so many, I can imagine from the life that I’ve had, and I’ve shifted them, cleared them and transmuted them. When I do that, then I can open them to bring in more of the source, beautiful energy. That’s also, I feel, part of what we’re imprinted in, and we have so much beautiful DNA within us that they say, “Is junk DNA. No, it’s just not ready to be unveiled yet.” We clear the imprints, and then we can activate our inner awakening and our inner remembrance and myself, my team, the energies, it’s available now, cause this is the time that we’re in. 

It is time to walk that way of love again, remember who we are, shift, and really be free from these imprints that have caused us to feel separate, disconnected, and in fear. The more we clear those, the less magnetized we are to them on the outside. If I have a big imprint of my mother, who was always in fear and worry, that imprint is gonna magnetize that into my life, or make me watch shows about it. I just feed it, I feed it with energy. Instead of like, “Going in and like a surgery, we find where that started and get to the origin, and then we can clear the whole way through.” You’re not gonna be as drawn to that kind of energy. You’re liberated from it.

That sounds great. Where do I sign up?

I do these sessions for people. Sometimes I have group sessions. I’m sure I’ll have one coming up. I usually do one at the end of the year and then private sessions. For your audience, I’m happy to give a discounted session to anyone who would like to experience that. My website is www.evolvingsoulacademy.com, and there you’ll see that my sessions are usually 244 for a one-hour healing intuitive session, where we channel your guides, channel spirit, and clear these energies. It’s super powerful. For your listeners, I’m happy to give them that for half 144 an hour. $100 off.

Thank you. That’s very generous of you.

For anyone who’d like to feel that if you feel called, it’s so important that we don’t just talk about this, but that if you feel called and if there’s something in you, that’s always what I followed. That calling when I needed it, the next healer showed up, the next teaching showed up, but I had to be the one to feel it and act on it. My intention here is that those who are called hear this and feel this, and allow themselves to step forward. It would be an honor to help them be free from these imprints.

I know we’re out of time. Could you share your website? By the way, when you were talking about volunteering and this new era with the new earth, the Garden of Eden, new energies, and higher vibration, it made me think of the book The Three Waves of Volunteers and the New Earth by Dolores Cannon.

That’s a great one. That QHHT work is another beautiful modality. There are so many ways, like whether I resonate with you or someone else. The thing I wish to leave everyone with is this: when you’re willing and wish to ascend and be more of the truth of who you are. I earnestly was like, “Who am I? I’m not this Marsha. Who am I really? What is my energy?” When you have that earnest desire, you will be met by those who can help you to embody it. That’s the time that we’re in. Follow those nudges. Follow that calling. Take that next step. Move with that trust and faith into the next version of what you are becoming, knowing it’s happening for you.

Awesome. Well, thank you, Emunah and thank you, listener. Now go out there and make the world a better place. Shine your light, and we’ll catch you in the next episode. I’m your host, Stephan Spencer, signing off. 

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